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[14 Jul 2006|01:42am] |
WOW!!! okay...i kind of forgot abou tmy livejournal...BUT IT'S NOT LIKE ANYONE CARES ANYWAY!!!! lol...i have to completely revamp it tho...kinda over the whole jeffree star thing. lawl...yeah i'm kinda hoping that some of my friends from myspace will post a little er soemthing on here so i can se them here too. um...so yeah...i hope to extend my skills of thml with livejournal. that's what i sort of got a livejournal for in the first place. html is hard but i mean, i was getting the hang of it until one day i just didn't get on anymore. not that anyone really cares...cuz i know for a fact that no one reads my posts lol....that kind of makes me sad...
DUDE! i wanna go o downtown disney sooo bad! lol...yeah different subject i know. lol. richi and i have been engaged 2 full years now...and it's been a fucking ride! he's so much fun to be with. he makes me so mad at him...and then he says something goofy and i can't help but laugh and get over it...lol and when we go out to the movies...omg..so much fucking fun...because...okay...we talk...a lot...in the movies...it's because we like to discuss wha's going on. richi's a riot tho. omg...not too long ago he got into a fight while at work...i was FUCKING PISSED!!! it wasn't his fault. i mean, he wasn't the one instigating the fight. but still..the guy just got a single hit on him...right under his left eye....URGGGGHHHHHH!!!! i was soooo fucking pissed they touched him. fucking dipshits drunk old men....
OKAY....so anyway...i'm back...fyi...lol...and i'm gonna post some more later...i'm itching for a funnel cake
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| New Fucking Layout! ♥jeffree star♥ |
[21 Feb 2006|09:58am] |
yesssssssssssssssss
it's the one
it's the only
♥Jeffree Star♥
love him?
hate him?
shut the hell up...
you WANT to BE him!
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[03 Feb 2006|07:30pm] |
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cool, no, baby, richi, sex, hotness, bed, wrapper, mess
this has been brought to you by the letter P
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| WISH ME LUCK!! |
[01 Feb 2006|07:24pm] |
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okay so this is my newest project. i need to really lose weight. i went anchor blue to see if i could get a few clothing items for myself to wear (fucking-a, DUH!!) and i couldn't fit into anything that i picked out. did i get the right sizes? yes, i am well aware of what sizes i wear and i choose my clothes accordingly. did i look for clothes in a bigger sizes? yes, i did and they don't have anything after a certain size. so i went outside of the store and sat. depressed and feeling a little foolish, richi came to me and asked if i was pregnant. "fuck no!" was my EXACT answer. i told him that i would know if i was pregnant. and i would! i'll never forget that feeling. and we just sat there. he asked me if i knew something that he didn't. i told him no and that i just feel stupid and depressed because i can't fit into any of my clothes anymore. what was i supposed to do? i've never been a size 15 and don't plan on being there at all ever in my life. he asked me if trimspa would work and how much it was, i told him that i didn't know. but then i remembered that there was a GNC right behind from where we were sitting so i told him let's go in there. so we went in there and were looking at some stuff. then we were approached by a larger woman asking if we needed help. after a short mental argument with myself, i said yes and asked her what would be the best for me. she pointed me to a product called Slim Quick. it's made especially for a women's body (a lot of extra stuff is in it for the hormones and shit that us women have to carry. yeah, being a woman is no walk in the park.) so we bought that and a vitamin supplement to help with whatever vitamin's i wasn't going to get with taking the pills. i start tomorrow. so wish me luck. the women that worked there were really nice and told me that they've only heard the best results. one girl that worked there said she took it 2 weeks before prom and lost 25 lbs. WOW! yeah, that sold me. she said that she hasn't gained it back since sooooooo...i'm really excited about it. i just have to take it religously or else it's going to be pointless. so, wish me luck guys. thanks so much!
OMG!!! i almost forgot...look this guy up. he's got a myspace account. he's really weird but has the most awesome and hilarious songs.
♥ JEFFREE STAR ♥ http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=71676
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| UNDER CONSTRUCTION |
[20 Jan 2006|11:36am] |
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as you can see my journal is under a little bit of construction so bare with me.
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| HOY FRIGGIN CRAP!! |
[17 Jan 2006|09:56am] |
okay! i understand that i haven't updated in a very loooooooooong time. but still! it's not like anyone missed me or anything like that. BLAH! anyway, here's some new pic of me and the baby.
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i'm soooo retarded. i found a free layouts community and now i can't decided which layout i like best. so if it looks a little scattered when you see a green layouts in the morning and a pink layout at night...that's just me trying to figure out which pyche i want to come out. sorry!
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[11 Nov 2005|06:48pm] |
OH SHIT!
i rubbed my eye and it's like SWOLLEN now...it hurts!
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| FRIGGIN HELL!!!! |
[10 Nov 2005|08:33pm] |
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okay so i've been working from like 10a to 5p...well...all that standing has made my legs like jello after work.
so i get home today and sit down for like 5 min...seriously...that's not long...
then i get up to feed the baby and
BAM!!!
it hits me...
it's like suddenly someone sucker punched me in my leg...
right in the back of my thigh...
UGH!!!!
it hurts so much!
but work is okay...i guess...
it just gets boring.
before i used to go to work with richi so there was always someone there who got or who i could annoy...but now?
maaaaaaannnnn...i wish richi could work with me...but yeah...that's a negitive.
i'm just sooooo tired. i don't know what's wrong with me.
i'm going to bed ya'll...
good night.
sleep tight.
stay safe.
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| To: my Richi |
[04 Nov 2005|07:03pm] |
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Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side
Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love
Running, running
As fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated
Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up
I've forgotten what it feels like to feel normal
To be normal
I've forgotten what food tastes like
The way it tastes right
The taste buds taste right
I wake up in so much spit and sweat, it is not normal
What is normal?
I go to bed
When I wake up
After cleaning all
All the spit and sweat
I'm sha sha shakin, sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin, I'm shakin' now
I tossed and turned all night
'cause I was looking for an ending
This was so because I watched all day
The neverending story with atreyu
The next day came but not a beam of light
Because the blinds were shut
Sha sha sha shut so tight
I fell out of bed laced with spit and sweat
It made me very cold
It made me
Sha sha shakin', sha shakin'
I'm sah sha shakin', I'm shakin' now
I'm supposed to feel better
this nightmare is supposed to end
I am holding on, I am holding on,
I am holding on, I am holding on,
I'm sha sha shakin', sha shakin'
I'm sha sha shakin', I'm shakin' now
All of our days we cry out for love
And we cry for the times that we lost in all
When we had it all, all our hopes and our dreams
All of our days we cry out for love,
And we try to create it again, again
To deny the laws and to leave it behind
Sing sweet songs of love to me now
So the night will become one of love
Sing sweet songs of love to me now
For I need to know you're mine
All of our days we long for a chance
To be lost in a trance of a love we share
A romantic love like no other before
All of our days we live on the run
But we try to believe that it's just begun
That we'll have the time to enjoy every day
I love you, you know that I do
And forever I'll sing just for you
Let me know you love me tonight
Let me hold you in my arms
Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand
I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow
I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand....until you hold my hand
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand
Richard
Hey babe.
i just wanted to let you know that i was thinking about you so much today.
i kept hearing songs that reminded me of you.
i couldn't help it. i can't wait until you get home.
it's been like this since i've met you.
if i didn't love you, i wouldn't almost have NOT graduated because i was always at your house (but shhhh....don't tell my mom).
i can't wait until we get married.
i love you so much and i want the friggin' WORLD to know!
everyday i wait patiently until you get home.
and even if your not in a good mood i try to make you laugh and i try to make you feel better. i just want you to be always happy.
no matter what kind of a day you have, when you come through that door, i want you to feel so much love that all that happened during the day disappears.
i always have so much fun with you.
you are my best friend.
and i love you for that fact alone.
no one can replace you. no one can take me away from you.
you have to know that i'm in it for the long haul.
i love you too much to give you away too the world.
i'm selfish.
i wish you didn't have to go to work because i want you at home.
i wish i didn't have to go to work because i want to be at home with you.
it's just you and i forever.
now, i don't want that to scare you, but that's how it's going to be.
i love you richi.
i'll always love you.
Love, Jacqui
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| PAY CHECK!!!!!! |
[28 Oct 2005|07:32pm] |
okay....
so today i got my very first paycheck...
a whole $90.86...
well, technically...
it was $99...
but they took $8 out for taxes.
HEY!!! i only worked 3 days...so that's pretty good.
minimum wage works for me!
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[27 Oct 2005|08:42am] |
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so i'm just at home waiting for my dad to come and pick me up for work...
what happened to my car you ask?
it took a dump.
something in my car is draining my battery so i have to get a new one.
but i have to wait until tomorrow because i get paid tomorrow.
ugh...cars are irratating.
i love my car, don't get me wrong...
but i love it a lot more when it WORKS! so yeah...
here's some pix taken this morning of me and the babe before heading off too work...
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[21 Oct 2005|08:28pm] |
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okay...so i'm trying not to curse becaue i know that when the baby is able to speak she's gonna be like "mommy said that daddy was a bitch..."
and yeah...i don't want that.
so i have to evaluate my speech a little.
i'm so excited to go to the wrestling match on HALLOWEENIE!!!
YAYAYAYAYAY!
anywayssssss...ugh...
i feel crappy because it's (well) just that time of the month...
sooooooooooooooo...
i gotta go...my show is on.
blah...
BYE!
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| OH!!! EFF IT! |
[19 Oct 2005|09:12pm] |
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